Something once lost,

will never return...

Soooo today I finally got my computer back! It's been a while since I was using it last time XD
Today, we went ridding again, it was really nice :3
My brother and his girlfriend came over for a dinner and she decided to go with me so I had to ride Svala. First I thought I'll leave her alone since we went for a looong ride yesterday, but in the end everything was okay, just she was a bit tired when we got back. She grew much *.* she is just getting bigger and bigger :3 and all she has to get is some fat XD since she is really skinny and bony... Luckily she has enough will and energy so we can make it trough ^^ cant wait for snow to begone. I officially hate it now! XD

Dreams

somehow reflect reality.

Yesterday it was a nice day, me, Jay and Glavan went at coffee point pub, and had a really good time ^^ and my sister came homeeee! yaaay ^^ I kinda missed her...
But tonight I had a really really bad dream. I was so damn glad i woke up. I just wonder what do those nightmares mean...
And it just started to snow! again.

30 things...

you might want to know about me:

1. I absolutely HATE dogs.

2. I don't eat meat.

3. I adore lollypops.

4. I like piercings.

5. While kissing I like to bite and be bitten.

6. I love my frends ;**

7. I love my horse

8. I like to party all night long.

9. I rarely drink alcohol.

10. I can’t stand my hair being curly >.<

11. I love snowboarding

12. I like kissing in the rain or falling snow ;)

13. I hate wind

14. When i’m in bad mood I don't want anyone nearby except if the person is special to me.

15. I rather see something happens to me than to my friend

16. I hate attention whores

17. I hate liars

18. I hate people who talk behind your back.

19. I like colour combination of black and white

20. I am AFRAID of serious relationships, 'cause of bad experience with it

21. I am not a jealous type of person

22. I listen to any music except pop and folk music

23. I am perverted

24. I hate to be bored

25. I love to get sms-es

26. I am rather in man company

27. I have lots of fights with girls, 'cause I don't know why.

28. If I love somebody, I'll love or at least like him forever.

29. I can act pretty well.

30. I love if boy hugs me from behind

sorry for not writing for so long, I don't have my cam right now, since my sister took it with her. But nothing in practicular happened those days...

It's funny how

how you suddenly start thinking about someone, you haven't thought of for a long time...

And yes indeed I bet I'll be alone this years Valentine's day, makes it really cool.
So I gotta get up early in the morning, since we are going to go ridding! :D after I come home, there is only studying that I see. We have Biology test in Tuesday. And I have to read about 10 pages more. I hope I can manage it. After all Biology isn't that hard ^^

Today we went to tribal dance show where my sisters ex schoolmates danced and it was awesome. As well I met a boy I haven't seen for ages! ^^ It was really nice to remind of those times and our little chats :3
I wish I was able to see him more often...

To let true love remain unspoken,

is the quickest route to a heavy heart.
God it hurts. I wish I had guts to tell him. But I kinda like it better that way. No problems, no fights.
Today it was really cold. We went riding again, it was much better than the last time. Just it was cold.
In the morning we went to Zale, to the funeral. My moms friends mother died. It was kinda sad, but in some way it was really nice. It was a bit different than usual funeral.
Oh isn't it ironic, the word of funeral consists word FUN.

In every deed,

there is something good.
Tomorrow we don't have test from German language, since our teacher is sick, but unfortunately we have two periods of maths instead.
My phone finally started to function normally, and all of sudden I got 12 sms-es >.<
So since we don't have any test tomorrow and today was souch a lovely day I wanted to go ridding. Svala wasn't really in the mood today and she wanted to turn back several times. I think she was missing Vis. But in the end she gave up and we had a really nice time ^^

You have to love yourself,

before someone else can love you.
Yesterday it was awesome day. We went snowboarding with school; I, Nastja, Ana, Lea, Ana, Tjasa and Moni made our own 'team' and it was super fun :D although I got lost once XD

Today I stayed at home because I have cramps :/ and it really hurts badly...