you can't own anything,

but yourself.
In the morning i had instructions for German language. I think I kinda get it now. I hope.
So later, me and mom decided to go to check how the horses are doing. They can't move much in snow, but they somehow just love it. They dig in and play and they look so cute :3
And tomorrow we have sports day in school and I decided to go snowboarding yaay :D can't wait! I hope the weather is fine and that it won't be cold or else I'll freeze -.-

Why are you

jealous of something you don't really care for?
Even if it seems you don't care for some people, somehow, you become jealous of person who tries at that person. I wonder why is that so?...
So yeah, I haven't been on computer for a while since I had no time and lots of work to do. So I finally stopped eating pills, so I don't have to wake up at 6 am. anymore.
Today it was much fun; I woke up at 6.20 am and rode to the center, where I waited for Bizzy and then we went to BTC. We were working as barmen and it was really fun ^^ After we have finished, Junior joined us (before he was playing) and we went to center to drink something. Then we went to Tanky's place where we played D'n'D.
I is snowing again. I just wish it would stop so I could finally get to go riding.

You can make it,

if you really try!
Yeah I did stay at home for today, 'cause I couldn't sleep again and my eyes really hurt :/ God I am tired and I just want to sleep but somehow I just can't!
I went to doctor for anemia today, was there for 3 hours, they took my blood from my finger, and then they took it from my hand as well and again 3 test tubes >.<
In the end the doctor said I'll have to eat meat or I'll have to eat pills.
I guess tomorrow I'm really going back in school. I don't want to :/ I want holidays haha :D well I guess I'll have to wait for a bit more...

Every day is special

so use it wisely!
Today is the last day I stayed at home, tho I thought I'll be in school today, but I didn't go cause I couldn't sleep... I just wish everything would come to end. I hope I didn't miss much in school :/ I am worried how am i going to catch up with everything since I can't concentrate for a while now... I just hope everything is going to end up well.
Right now I just wish for someone to hold me near, someone I care for and someone who cares for me... :/

Every word,

has it's own meaning.
Instructor for German language came today in the morning. I really hate German >.< Well actually nothing special happened today, except my brother came and he wanted to take his old pictures, so we are checking them and laughing to what we used to be. I really miss him around :/...

Any wish could come true...

if you only will for it strong enough.
In the morning, I already knew that today ain't gonna be a good day. Everything went wrong. Well I got my blood results, it says that I have anemia, just don't really know how am I going to solve it since I really dislike meat. So mom bought some blueberry juice for me, which doesn't taste really good.

And it's so damn annoying when everybody is saying: 'yay finally Friday, so we can go out!' and you know you can't join >.< But everything has its own advantages and disadvantages.
So today, I made a wish. To go to see Svala, so mom and I went to take there stuff we bought and I am really happy that i saw her. I think every time I see her, she is stronger, bigger and wiser ^^ I simply adore her. ♥

Every clock is ticking

and everything has it's meaning.
In the morning I went to laboratory, and they took me three test tubs, and in the end i felt really dizzy.
Later we went to Austria. Dad wanted to buy something for his car, but unfortunately he couldn't find it. Mom and I went to shop with horse equipment and accessories and bought few things for Svala and other horses. It was nice day tho, but it would be better if I didn't feel sick.

cup of tea

I got sick... on Tuesday i didn't feel really good, haven't sleep much, so I asked my mom to stay at home, today it got worse so I went to the doctors and she said I ain't looking really well and prescribed me some medicine and sent me to blood test. So I have to get up tomorrow early to go to laboratory to give blood. I hate needles.
But all I want now, is to see Svala, my horse, 'cause I really miss her. Haven't seen her since Sunday.

in every picture, there is a story...

and each story, is unique.

If you'll follow me, I'll tell you mine :)
...
So let's begin...