Days go by...

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and you don't even notice, where did every single day go...

Yes, yet two weeks of my youth :O I can't wait for weekend to come, even tho it has just ended. -.-

I have god damned hiccups! make it stop... D; its so damn annoying I can't even talk normal -.-'

Yet I am waiting that I get my ordered Chinese food *.* I love it. I simply love it.
Aaaaand two days left till next episode of 'kimi no todoke'. I am really curious what will come out of it :3 It's anime, thats alike to yamato nadeshiko, but it's different story. Kinda. But I love it. And I somehow find myself in it. But no happy ending for me XD

God, I hate hiccups!

Oh and by the way, anyone wants to pose me? I really need a model to make some pictures with. Don't be shy ^.^ I don't bite... so much...
Call me, text me, send me e-mail, click me on MSN, talk to me in person, anything :3 I really want a model n_n

You can earn anyone's trust,

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if you just wait long enough and use the right methods.

Yes, yesterday was a good day ^^ we had test from German and it went pretty well so i expect some good results (:
My grandma had name day, so we went at her place and had a dinner. After that, I and mom went home, she had to cut trees and i made so muffins, since i promised few people I'll bring 'em with me.
So, when I was done with baking, I went out, I, Glavan, Bizy and Krmel went to club 300and we played billiards for two hours XD I and Glavo were in one team against Bizy and Krmel. In the end it was a tie D:

Sooo today, when I was finally a bit free, with mom, we went riding again ^^ and we went a bit before, because she wanted to pick up some dandelions and I decided to take some photos ^^ I was pretty lucky, 'cause sun was shinning for me :3
After that, we went riding, although horses didn't want to go today -.-' But anyway it was nice, just a little bit cold ^^

Even the prettiest rose,

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can be dangerous. And even your closest friend might be your enemy.

In Friday, I finally went out alone with Svala. It was awesome although in the start she didn't want to go and she went zig-zag but then she figured that everything is alright and she was in such a hurry! She almost didn't want to stop ^^.
During the weekend I had lot of work to do and even now, I can barely see my way out :s
Yes, I was with Svala as well ^^ and she finally started to eat that fatty food and vitamins and it made me really happy ^.^
On Tuesday we had chemistry test, and it went pretty good ^^ I hope the results are good as well...

Last few days I have really weird dream, totally suspicious, but somehow nice. I wished that I would never wake up from it.

Old things

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are somehow really interesting ^^
My mom found this cam somewhere and gave it to me. I was thinking of buying film for it and that I could make photos myself :3

And I'd really love to go to some old castle and take few shots. Anyone knows for some place? Or anyone wants to go with me?

Yesterday Kaja had birthday, and we went at their place, cause we were invited to, my brother and Kaja made us lunch, and we got tiramisu for dessert. It was really good *.*
Bro, told me few things more about photography and photoshop, but when I'll have time, I'll go at his place, so he will show me few photoshop tricks :3
I can't wait for holidays to come. I really can't stand in this shitty school anymore :/

No one

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really wants to be alone...

Although many people are, being left behind and got no one that would care for them.

I myself used to be like that tho, luckily I have few, but precious friends I can rely on and I really LOVE them.

Yet yesterday, was much of a good day ^^ went out, had fun, saw some people I haven't seen for a while.

Today I woke up at 10am. and I really wanted to sleep more but mom was really mad at me since I said I'll go with her to BTC to buy some stuff for Karli and Kaja. I bought myself cloth to sew some leg warmers since the old ones are kinda falling apart XD woops. Then my brother and Kaja came for dinner. When we ate, I and Kaja went for a ride ^^ It was great if I count out that I and Svala almost fell when she jumped aside, because she was scared of a fallen tree -.- but in the end everything was okay ^^ she was really energetic today, she was waving with her head in sign on joy and happiness :3

So... right now I'm waiting for mom to get ready to go to cinema. I, my sister and mom are going to go watch Avatar :3

Sometimes I wish...

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I wouldn't wake up from my dream...
I wish life was easy and kind as it is in dreams sometimes...^^

Today's day was nothing special, we were swimming at PE and teacher said I am really good ^^ at English class we had a substitute teacher cause our got ill. we were talking about pets and it was fun ^^ and I really like this substitute teacher ^^ after class I had some time to spend, so I went in ValeNovak and saw this 'fruits' book which contains Japanese fashion. I wanna have it *.* but it costs like 39 euros.... And I don't have that much money :( but it looks really awesome, so I'll try to find some pics on the web.
Sooo after that, I went to clinic, where I had my head checked with MRI and figured, luckily everything is okay.

Even if I tried my best

you wouldn't get to know, how sorry I am. I really miss you.

Todays day was really, how to put it, easy? Although we had history test, it was a really nice day and test (maybe its just me) was really easy. I ate the rest of strawberries that my mom brought yesterday ;D They were delicious :3

Yay I'm so glad cause we don't have any test this week ^^ But we do have maths test in Monday sooo no break for me I guess :/

And we gave to Svala that fatty food, but she didn't seem to like it very much, so she didn't eat it. But I'll try again later (:

In the morning I wanted to wait for Karli to wake up since today, it's his birthday ^^ but I failed cause I had to go to school before he woke up. I thought he was going to stay here for another night, but he went home... I really don't like to congratulate over the phone and computer, so I'll rather wait till when I'll see him ^^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KARLI! [;

Kids...

they are so simple, not complicating, they smile for little things, are not afraid to show emotions and are just who they are.

Another test coming tomorrow, I can't wait -.-' when getting older, you have to be more responsible, you have many problems and it's so annoying and stressful...

Yesterday I and Storz went for a drink, since he had to wait for two hours in Ljubljana and called me. And also I met his girlfriend. They make a nice couple together ^^

In the morning I had to wake up at 5.50 cause I and Crt went together on the bus. He was daaaaamn sleepy XD
Mom called later saying that she bought fatty food for Svala and now I'm waiting for her to come home, so we go to Orle to drop it. I hope it will help :/ I reaaaally want her to finally get some fat cause she is really sooo skinny :/
Oh and Jenny wrote me on myspace again! ^^ I'm so happy to hear from her :3

Something once lost,

will never return...

Soooo today I finally got my computer back! It's been a while since I was using it last time XD
Today, we went ridding again, it was really nice :3
My brother and his girlfriend came over for a dinner and she decided to go with me so I had to ride Svala. First I thought I'll leave her alone since we went for a looong ride yesterday, but in the end everything was okay, just she was a bit tired when we got back. She grew much *.* she is just getting bigger and bigger :3 and all she has to get is some fat XD since she is really skinny and bony... Luckily she has enough will and energy so we can make it trough ^^ cant wait for snow to begone. I officially hate it now! XD

Dreams

somehow reflect reality.

Yesterday it was a nice day, me, Jay and Glavan went at coffee point pub, and had a really good time ^^ and my sister came homeeee! yaaay ^^ I kinda missed her...
But tonight I had a really really bad dream. I was so damn glad i woke up. I just wonder what do those nightmares mean...
And it just started to snow! again.

30 things...

you might want to know about me:

1. I absolutely HATE dogs.

2. I don't eat meat.

3. I adore lollypops.

4. I like piercings.

5. While kissing I like to bite and be bitten.

6. I love my frends ;**

7. I love my horse

8. I like to party all night long.

9. I rarely drink alcohol.

10. I can’t stand my hair being curly >.<

11. I love snowboarding

12. I like kissing in the rain or falling snow ;)

13. I hate wind

14. When i’m in bad mood I don't want anyone nearby except if the person is special to me.

15. I rather see something happens to me than to my friend

16. I hate attention whores

17. I hate liars

18. I hate people who talk behind your back.

19. I like colour combination of black and white

20. I am AFRAID of serious relationships, 'cause of bad experience with it

21. I am not a jealous type of person

22. I listen to any music except pop and folk music

23. I am perverted

24. I hate to be bored

25. I love to get sms-es

26. I am rather in man company

27. I have lots of fights with girls, 'cause I don't know why.

28. If I love somebody, I'll love or at least like him forever.

29. I can act pretty well.

30. I love if boy hugs me from behind

sorry for not writing for so long, I don't have my cam right now, since my sister took it with her. But nothing in practicular happened those days...

It's funny how

how you suddenly start thinking about someone, you haven't thought of for a long time...

And yes indeed I bet I'll be alone this years Valentine's day, makes it really cool.
So I gotta get up early in the morning, since we are going to go ridding! :D after I come home, there is only studying that I see. We have Biology test in Tuesday. And I have to read about 10 pages more. I hope I can manage it. After all Biology isn't that hard ^^

Today we went to tribal dance show where my sisters ex schoolmates danced and it was awesome. As well I met a boy I haven't seen for ages! ^^ It was really nice to remind of those times and our little chats :3
I wish I was able to see him more often...

To let true love remain unspoken,

is the quickest route to a heavy heart.
God it hurts. I wish I had guts to tell him. But I kinda like it better that way. No problems, no fights.
Today it was really cold. We went riding again, it was much better than the last time. Just it was cold.
In the morning we went to Zale, to the funeral. My moms friends mother died. It was kinda sad, but in some way it was really nice. It was a bit different than usual funeral.
Oh isn't it ironic, the word of funeral consists word FUN.

In every deed,

there is something good.
Tomorrow we don't have test from German language, since our teacher is sick, but unfortunately we have two periods of maths instead.
My phone finally started to function normally, and all of sudden I got 12 sms-es >.<
So since we don't have any test tomorrow and today was souch a lovely day I wanted to go ridding. Svala wasn't really in the mood today and she wanted to turn back several times. I think she was missing Vis. But in the end she gave up and we had a really nice time ^^

You have to love yourself,

before someone else can love you.
Yesterday it was awesome day. We went snowboarding with school; I, Nastja, Ana, Lea, Ana, Tjasa and Moni made our own 'team' and it was super fun :D although I got lost once XD

Today I stayed at home because I have cramps :/ and it really hurts badly...

you can't own anything,

but yourself.
In the morning i had instructions for German language. I think I kinda get it now. I hope.
So later, me and mom decided to go to check how the horses are doing. They can't move much in snow, but they somehow just love it. They dig in and play and they look so cute :3
And tomorrow we have sports day in school and I decided to go snowboarding yaay :D can't wait! I hope the weather is fine and that it won't be cold or else I'll freeze -.-

Why are you

jealous of something you don't really care for?
Even if it seems you don't care for some people, somehow, you become jealous of person who tries at that person. I wonder why is that so?...
So yeah, I haven't been on computer for a while since I had no time and lots of work to do. So I finally stopped eating pills, so I don't have to wake up at 6 am. anymore.
Today it was much fun; I woke up at 6.20 am and rode to the center, where I waited for Bizzy and then we went to BTC. We were working as barmen and it was really fun ^^ After we have finished, Junior joined us (before he was playing) and we went to center to drink something. Then we went to Tanky's place where we played D'n'D.
I is snowing again. I just wish it would stop so I could finally get to go riding.

You can make it,

if you really try!
Yeah I did stay at home for today, 'cause I couldn't sleep again and my eyes really hurt :/ God I am tired and I just want to sleep but somehow I just can't!
I went to doctor for anemia today, was there for 3 hours, they took my blood from my finger, and then they took it from my hand as well and again 3 test tubes >.<
In the end the doctor said I'll have to eat meat or I'll have to eat pills.
I guess tomorrow I'm really going back in school. I don't want to :/ I want holidays haha :D well I guess I'll have to wait for a bit more...

Every day is special

so use it wisely!
Today is the last day I stayed at home, tho I thought I'll be in school today, but I didn't go cause I couldn't sleep... I just wish everything would come to end. I hope I didn't miss much in school :/ I am worried how am i going to catch up with everything since I can't concentrate for a while now... I just hope everything is going to end up well.
Right now I just wish for someone to hold me near, someone I care for and someone who cares for me... :/

Every word,

has it's own meaning.
Instructor for German language came today in the morning. I really hate German >.< Well actually nothing special happened today, except my brother came and he wanted to take his old pictures, so we are checking them and laughing to what we used to be. I really miss him around :/...

Any wish could come true...

if you only will for it strong enough.
In the morning, I already knew that today ain't gonna be a good day. Everything went wrong. Well I got my blood results, it says that I have anemia, just don't really know how am I going to solve it since I really dislike meat. So mom bought some blueberry juice for me, which doesn't taste really good.

And it's so damn annoying when everybody is saying: 'yay finally Friday, so we can go out!' and you know you can't join >.< But everything has its own advantages and disadvantages.
So today, I made a wish. To go to see Svala, so mom and I went to take there stuff we bought and I am really happy that i saw her. I think every time I see her, she is stronger, bigger and wiser ^^ I simply adore her. ♥

Every clock is ticking

and everything has it's meaning.
In the morning I went to laboratory, and they took me three test tubs, and in the end i felt really dizzy.
Later we went to Austria. Dad wanted to buy something for his car, but unfortunately he couldn't find it. Mom and I went to shop with horse equipment and accessories and bought few things for Svala and other horses. It was nice day tho, but it would be better if I didn't feel sick.

cup of tea

I got sick... on Tuesday i didn't feel really good, haven't sleep much, so I asked my mom to stay at home, today it got worse so I went to the doctors and she said I ain't looking really well and prescribed me some medicine and sent me to blood test. So I have to get up tomorrow early to go to laboratory to give blood. I hate needles.
But all I want now, is to see Svala, my horse, 'cause I really miss her. Haven't seen her since Sunday.

in every picture, there is a story...

and each story, is unique.

If you'll follow me, I'll tell you mine :)
...
So let's begin...